From city mouse to country mouse
I do not have a background in farming or agriculture. I was raised in Vancouver and until I was in my thirties, I had only been once to a farm–when I was 5 years old. That trip was very influential, and I immediately liked the idea of living on a farm. The biggest impression I recall was seeing the ‘Big Red Barn’ all nicely stacked with hay–it was a 5 year old’s dream to play in the barn with the other kids and feral cats.
When I moved to New Zealand, I was in heaven. I never did own a ‘real’ farm there; you don’t have to. There are plenty of opportunities to live vicariously, and so I did. I volunteered on a few farms and soaked up as much as I could. I did eventually buy some land there and together with my husband, we built a house on three acres outside Palmerston North in the Pohangina Valley. Well, not exactly in the valley but up on a hill overlooking the valley. It was there that I got my first chickens and, later, ducks. Our neighbour, Toni-the-Greek, donated a ‘chicken starter kit’, read three hens and a rooster. The chickens did the rest of the work and happily replicated themselves.
The following year, Toni-the-Greek gave us a Muscovy duck ‘starter kit’ which was less successful than the chickens, and I learned what the term ‘like a sitting duck’ meant. Until that point, we were excited about the duck who had gone broody and was sitting on a nice batch of eggs. I don’t remember how far along into the incubation process she was, but one morning when I went out to check on her all that was left, of what had been until that point an idyllic scene, were her feet. We never did successfully hatch baby ducks there. We sold the property and the buyers wrote the chickens and ducks in to the agreement to purchase!
After this experience, I knew I never wanted to live without my own patch of dirt and flock of chickens.
The big move to Bella Coola:
I moved to Bella Coola, on the west coast of BC 6 years ago (2003), and bought a 4.1 acre property there 3 years ago. It had 2 acres of lawn which took more than three hours on a ride on mower to mow; it was, a friend said, a “two beer lawn.” I wanted to establish a food garden.
Why? I had a longstanding dream to be sovereign in my food. I wanted to either grow, raise, hunt or fish for everything I needed. I was also aware of the hypocrisy of being a meat eater: this, I thought Michael Pollan would conclude, is The Omnivore’s Dilemma. Agrobusiness, with its terrible food and animal treatment practices, was not for me.
My first addition was chickens. I had raised them in New Zealand and knew that there were easy: they provide a good source of protein and (a not insignificant consideration) they provide good entertainment. Thanks to a friend’s incubator, we soon had 22.
Suddenly we needed fencing. I returned from the store with fencing materials and a goat. Soon we had 5 goats. Ducks were donated for our pond, and almost instantly we had a farm. Animal accommodations were the next job, followed by fruit trees: apricot, pear, quince, plum, 2 apples, crabapple, peach, 5 cherry trees, 2 gooseberries, blackcurrants, redcurrants, more blueberries, a strawberry patch, huckleberry, saskatoonberry, 4 kiwi fruit.

Once I had my 'Big Red Barn' I felt more like a 'real' farmer!
YEAR ONE (2005)
Having moved in in April, it was all go. With our roto-tiller we turned lawn into garden, around 2000 square feet. We fenced it 6 feet high with old fishing net to leap deer out, and divided it into 3 sections so that the chickens could turn over one area while I planted another. Our property had some well established fruit trees, including 2 cherries, 2 kinds of pears and 2 kinds of apples. A peach tree died in the 2007 winter. It also had 2 high bush cranberries, 3 blueberries, a red grape and a green grape.
We also built my very own big red barn.
YEAR TWO (2006)
More converting of lawn into veggie garden, including a potato patch. We threw in horse manure form down the road, household compost, leaves, hay, and cardboard on top. We enjoyed our own harvest, especially of cauliflower, cabbage (the biggest and best tasting I’d ever experienced), broccoli, zucchini, and blueberries. We made a new berry patch, laid down sawdust paths and made our vege beds permanent: we now had about 3500 square feet under cultivation.
We got 6 broad-breasted turkey chicks from Rochester Hatchery and thoroughly enjoyed raising them; they were polite and curious, and tasted great at Thanksgiving. (My husband brought one out to me via Westjet!) We didn’t have the time to winter them over (the valley requires snow shoveling the paths almost daily), and the ducks were moved into the turkey house.

Veggie garden facing south.
YEAR THREE (2007)
In the summer of that year, frustrated at being laid off and wageless, I moved to Regina to a part time job and the prospect of up-skilling. On March 24, 2008 I woke up, looked at my closet for what to wear and thought: “I don’t want to do this any more. My sister enjoys dressing up; I want to be in my gumboots and overalls in my garden. If I continue with my PhD I’ll end up with a good career where I have to dress properly every day!” I was 2 provinces from everything I loved: my garden, my husband, my animals. My life was there. At last I was ready to accept my husband’s offer to support me through his teaching job; this was my chance to indulge myself in the farm. I would attempt food sovereignty—and maybe write a book about it, too. I was apprehensive about this decision, because I didn’t grow up on a family farm and had always thought that this accident of heredity precluded me from being a farmer. But if I could get a PhD, surely that same diligence would help me become a farmer, especially with the resources available to me through neighbour farmers in the valley and the now voluminous resources of the Internet.
YEAR FOUR (2008)
Capital expansions:
This year, we built a new turkey barn, complete with a nursery room to raise hatchlings. On the left hand side will be the home to the 99 chickens as I get the ‘herd’ built up to that number. On the right hand side at the back is the brooder room where I am presently raising 25 turkeys. It is all lined, insulated and cosy warm for the babies and full grown animals.

The new chicken coop complete with feed room and nursery room.
We also built a greenhouse. I’m hopeful we’ll actually get some tomatoes and basil this year! We just don’t have the heat units for the tomatoes to be successfully raised outside, and it is simply too wet in general for basil. Of course, a greenhouse will also extend our growing season for greens during the fall.
Year five (2009)
Animal expansions:
I have never managed to be completely self-sufficient in chicken or turkey. In light of the project (and developing way of life), I plan to raise more chickens and turkeys this year than in previous years. I have ordered 50 new day old cornish cross chickens, and have 30 turkeys in the new brooder barn (waiting for the cornish crosses to get butchered so they can move into the real coop!).
This year has been the year of the goat! At the end of hunting season last fall, I looked at the goats and thought, “You’re just small deer. I could shoot you and eat you.” So I borrowed a buck and got two of the three gals pregnant. Together, those two gals doubled my herd! I had five goats (two wethers and three does) and now have five gorgeous kids on the ground.
It was also the year to get rid of the ducks which I did earlier in the year for the following reasons: They are unreliable layers of eggs, not very good mothers, and too cute to kill. Not that the other creatures aren’t also cute, but the ducks take the cake in that department.
I have just ordered a milking machine for the goats and will be venturing into the wide world of goat dairying! This has been my dream since starting on the whole project. I’ve wanted to milk my own goats but needed to wait until I was confident enough to do them in and eat their kids. I’m still not sure I’ll be able to do it; but I’ve got a few more months and another hunting season to muster up the courage again.
What makes a ‘real’ farmer?
It has been a long time for me to get accustomed to the idea that I am farming. I have not considered myself a ‘real’ farmer. For a long time I have wondered what it would take for me to consider myself a ‘real’ farmer. Until recently, I have not really been able to articulate that. I think it will be when I get farm status and actually make the animals pay for themselves. To that end, I have just sent off my application for farm status! I think that getting the status and then the ‘farmer card’ will help me think of myself as a ‘real’ farmer.
I would love to hear from others the answer to this question. What makes a ‘real’ farmer?
That is so awesome. I spent my grammar school years in the city, older school years in the burbs. We moved to the country for 10 years, then moved back to the burbs for the schools for our kids. My dream is to live rurally and farm. Love your blog!
Well CatHerder… I hope you realize your dream soon! This is certainly mine.
cheers,
HDR
A very nice read! I imagine that there are stories upon stories that you could have included in that brief summary of your transition. As someone who’s still trying to manage a day job in academia and a life in the country, I tip my hat to you.
Dear Jack,
Thanks for the nice comment. Yes, I could have layered in a lot more stories. It is a nice balance having the day job and a life in the country if you can pull it off. Then again, it is a bit more freeing to let that ‘other’ life go too. Do you aspire to full-time country life?
cheers,
HDR
Since I’ve put in nearly thirty years in the workplace, yes I long for full-time country life, though I realize that I will probably work even harder to pull that off, while making much, much less.
However, since I’m also approaching my thirtieth wedding anniversary, I gladly do what I have to do. She deserves no less.
I loved reading your timeline! I have a time line but it’s on a scant acre on a main street in a village. Knowing you are getting so much done is inspiration for me!
Still drooling over the barn and chicken coop. 😛
~Tara
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“I looked at the goats and thought, “You’re just small deer. I could shoot you and eat you.””
I just love the way farming has made my brain notice things like this. I think that’s farming, learning how animals and plants really live and die.
HDR…you asked what makes a farmer. So I would like you to read the comments from an old article of mine if you have a chance. (https://notdabblinginnormal.wordpress.com/2009/03/16/maybe-i-might-be-a-farmerbut-im-not-sure-if-i-really-am/) Quite interesting the thoughts/comments that people reply with when this subject comes up. Alan also had a good post, similar idea, about hobby farms versus “real” farms.
btw….NICE chicken coop and barn. Very well done. Nice colors especially—very eye catching. Love it.
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As a “real farmer’s” dautghter the only rule to be a “real farmer” is when your farm is all that you have – no “city” job to pay for anything. The size does not matter, just getting the bills paid. And of course having everyone in the neighborhood call you a farmer helps alot.
Of, course I am totally envious of you — I , slothly & stupidly, thouhgt that “city” life was for me. Boy was I wrong! Thankfully my kids could stay at my Ma’s for the weekends & summers. I am slowly moving back out to the country. I now rent an old cracker house on an acre in a farm town & have chickens.
Sounds like you’re going back to your ‘real farmer’ roots! Good for you, I bet it feels great.
HDR
Amazing story. It looks like the key is just small baby steps, and a commitment to learning. Thanks for the inspiration.
Baby steps with a view on the ‘grand plan’!
cheers,
Kristeva